Monday, October 31, 2011
Y 12:41 PM
VIDEO dear blog,
this is really a nice song.
especially sang this gal..
well, damn nice!!
splendiferous!
i L-O-V-E that!!
>.<
the lyrics is super meaningful ..
i touched my heart.
after hearing this song, i can't feel that life full of HOPES!
Yes, it does!!
try it. u'll love it for sure.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Y 9:23 PM
Dear Blog,
you know what. I'm suffering from a sheer tough time.
i thought at least... at least some people know about this.
and i yearn for that you know.
but i found that i ended up with a word --- NIL.
what i earn? What i have got?
I don't want to think about it. and i didn't need to think about this.
It's ridiculous and hilarious to think about this.
it's hard. downright.
But no one knows about it. I abhor that.
i guess perhaps i set a high hope.
and it caused me feel so down, for now.
well,
maybe i shouldn't think about that.
i shouldl just bottle it up.
='D
i hate... hate that.. like blazes.
But i deserve this right?
I got hurt in this stuff, either.
But, did anyone ever think about that.
Maybe i should just leave this place and everything will just banish for good.
Bye,
Y 2:09 PM
it's tough. ya.
i 'm kind of abhoring it.
i think i deserve this.
to pay back everything.
this is my life.
today is the day i most feel that i want to leave this place.
God, allow me to do that.
Give me a chance to do it.
Cause i really need it.
At lea..st.. at lea..st.. i can feel that my guilty will plummet.
haiz...
Friday, October 28, 2011
Y 9:47 AM
hey... bloggie
morning.
well, i guess i haven't sleep well.
yesterday night is the most difficult time for me to sleep.
something was bothering in my mind, pirouette in my mind.
why i'm being so prissy.
and what am i worrying about?
RESULT? or WHATELSE?
i kept on tossing and turning on my bed.
then i had to use that stupid pillow to put on my eyes to make everything dark.
i guess that's the merely avenue for me to calm myself down.
well.. and still ..
i finally turn in at one morning.
RIDICULOUS!
RIDDANCE to all of things!!! ----> i wanted this badly. i urged for that.
@.@
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Y 9:38 PM
hey blog you know what
Tonight i feel like i'm just kind of left-out you know
i guess, i knew my feeling only, right?
^^
i don't want anyone now. i quit for a moment..
and i just want to stop a while and take a small fresh air..
cause i hate.. i hate being soo... alone..
hahax
hey, shook, i deserve this!! >.<''
night
Y 2:41 PM
hey bloggie,
you know what, i have been watching movie the whole day!
feeling don't think about anything today!
just movie---> Pretty Little Liar
well, i just want to check who's --A--
i wanted to forget about everything for a moment.
just for now. --- > conclusion : I'm a movie-goer.
i don't want any accompanies !
never~
i just want be alone. I believe I'm always =D
well, Ian Thomas is death. BUT he's still texting with Melissa o.o
it's really kind of ridiculous!
cool on the other hand.
gonna catch up again.
And i just want to be alone. For now, temporarily.
^^
GET LOST!
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Y 11:04 PM
hey, night blog!
i haven't turn in .. still toss and turn on my bed.. hehe,..
tonight feel so happy chatting with Alina--> a nice superb girl
her sister too =D
feel nice.
i feel calm tonight ^^
so, NIGHT HERE!
SLEEP TIGHT and KEEP EARLY> !
Y 11:34 AM
hey bloggie,
morning.
feel boring and decide to have a blog.
These few days i think i'm avoiding thingummys.
Thingummys only? hmm.. i surmise is everyone.
i don't feel want to talk.
feeling everyone has been spying on me.
i feel so alerted.
it feels diabolical. i started to abhor freinds.
they're so mean. i give them my words and it ended up like this.
well, i guess i haven't done in a better avenue.
i'm kind of dumbfounded every single minutes.
messages petrified me---- thinking that, " ARE YOU SPYING ON ME"?
SHIT!
Lord, i hope to called everything a halt.
Feel minutes also can..
Ish.
I'm nearly gone nuts!
Friends? You're loser!
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Y 11:29 AM
VIDEO Jason Chen's again..
Baby- Chinese version~
Quite nice~
Y 11:25 AM
VIDEO Jason Chen's cover again
nice guy with nice vocal!
=D
endeavour it~
Y 11:22 AM
Friend? Foe?
i'm nearly pissed off due to friends.
why are you so mean?
SPY on me?
investigating me?
blaming me?
What the heck? What the hell?
Am i really deserves this?
Please keep in on your mind --- i'm not in jail or do porridege! I'm not.
Thou thingummy.
well, perhaps i'm just prissy.
i should used to be. Spot-on, right?
well, i should loosen my mitt and make everything kaput.
i have the joie de vivre. i don't want abhor.
just let it be.
Perhaps you're the dual-faces. Dark horse.
Whatever, i used to be.
toil for success. and endeavour my best. Put my best foot forward.
i can make it. I dare say.
so, just S-M-I-L-E =D
AND THEE ALL LITTLE TINY BETRAYAL who used to spy on me.
I am not going to find you out!
Cause i knew that the diabolical thingummys will receive their fates!
=D
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Y 10:57 PM
10.50 night now well, pooped now, but i still can't turn in, though.
well, what's happening to me?
tonight i'm suffering from a sheer headache.
why?
God knew?
hmm.. well, what should i do?
what should i do?
feel bleak.
i'm not prefect. still a little teenager.
=')
.....
........
well,
i shouldn't give a fuck to this stupid, gaga, "terrain" or feelings.
should i ?
well,
i think i better hit my haystack now.
search for some console, some solace from my deep dark heart.
what am i yearning for?
W.H.A.T?
i just want stop everything .. it's really burden.
isn't it?
hmm..
bye. sweet dreams.
i'm still blessing here, by hook and by crook.
='D
BYE
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Y 4:31 PM
IF
if that's the sweet scene,
if that's the hug,
if that's the kiss,
if that's the hurt,
if that's the gaga stuffs,
if that's the down,
if that's the happy,
if that's the thick,
if that's the favour,
if that's the hiccups,
if that's the avalanche,
if that's the snow,
if that's the rain,
if that's the tornado,
if that's the black hole,
if that's the tsunami,
if that's the masquerade,
if that's the Stygian dark,
if that's the sacharrine stuffs,
if that's the cooties,
if that's the screw-you-up,
if that's the frostbite,
if that's the desperation,
if that's the craziness,
if that's the small tricks,
if that's the liars,
if that's the shits,
if that's the worries,
if that's the qualms,
if that's the bullshitty,
if that's the yearn,
if that's the bid,
if that's the wish,
if that's the green,
if that's the blue,
if that's the insomnia,
if that's the mephistophelian,
if that's the briar,
if that's the diabolical,
if that's the combos,
if that's the hopes,
if that's the bangs,
if that's the death,
if that's the crying,
if that's the flirting,
if that's the ifs and buts,
if that's the reasons why,
if that's the sigh,
if that's the mess,
if that's the ..... don't know..
well, write until here, i don't know what am i writing about.
i am still feeling fear and lonely,
hey.... boost up.
i should have to done this!
Lord.
what a messy stuffs did i wrote..
DICK~
SCREW YOU ~.~
Y 11:52 AM
VIDEO ---Hate That i love you---
it's great too..
chortle!
both of them are so cute.. adorable!
hehe...
Y 11:45 AM
VIDEO name : THAT SHOULD BE ME ( original by Justin Bieber )
wow... i love this song like blazes,
it is SUPERB.
that's why i kept finding different version --
piano
violin
chinese and many more
will i love violin very much..
but i manage to find out this one only.
the genesis of the song start with violin...
wow, how great >.<
muacks... ><
JASON CHEN is a great singer.
he sang a lot of others' songs.
and always a lot better than de original
like this song.. he sang greater than Justin Bieber
lota.
woots~
it's nice
Jason Chen and his gangs.
ENJOY!
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Y 7:28 AM
hey blog,
morning, today didn't go to school
REASON : languorous. lol
well, yesterday's night checked my Chinese ans
kind of dumbfounded ------ only got 23/40
how depressed =C
haiz... albeit i got confident to get an A but it's quite dangerous right?
O.O
haiz... still thinking about it .. my paper 2 at least needed to get 53 ba...
well, i BELIEVE i can cause during usual time i can get around 52 =D
hehe... so, my confident is only proliferating , but not plummeting =D
I BELIEVE I CAN GET STRAIGHT A's
GOD PLEASE BLESS ME >.<
hehe....
Hmm... ONLY WITH STRAIGHT A's THEN I CAN LEAVE THIS PLACE >.<
CHORTLE!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH, STRAIGHT A's ARE MINE!!! ARE MINE. =D
I'LL STAY IN AN OPTIMISTIC MOOD cause THE RESULT HAVEN'T OUT SO,
I DON'T WANT TO DECIDE IT TOO EARLY =D
>.<
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Y 5:59 PM
VIDEO LOVE OF IRIS
this song name =D
yeah, i love this song
although i don't know what it sing about, but i touched my heart. deeply,
that feeling, for so long.... i don't know what's that.
Y 5:41 PM
11.10.2011
well, i superb day i suppose.
finally, everything came to a halt.
woo... feel so RELAX .
well, feeling towards PMR exam :
well, every subjects did quite well, but except for
-ENGLISH paper2 ( my most-confident-subject )
well, the section A i think i wrote wrongly, how sad =C
i wrote in a story form, not in narrative.
well, well honestly, i know there's still got a how, teacher said that too
hahax!!! CHORTLE!
CHINESE ( today's )
- paper 2 is easy but PAPER 1 is totally different!!! hahax
but manage to handle it!
well, this is my last time talk about this two subjects! although in a danger mode,
but i still believe i can get A =P
hehe..
WELL,
holiday came..
and what i should do??
hmm.... thinking of hanging out with friends.
hehe... booked my three friends.
hahax..
hmm...
wanna some reading too... hehe...
=P
WELL EVERYTHING CALLED TO A HALT. AND BYE FORM 3!!!!!!!
AND COME ON MY SUPERB HOLIDAY!
-----NO LOVE, NO STRESS, NO SAD & NO HURT ------
Monday, October 3, 2011
Y 9:24 AM
02/10/2011
yeah,
dear blog,
that's what you saw,
tomorrow is having an exciting PMR.
BM papers.
honestly, i'm full of confident.
i know i CAN do it.
i done my full revision, so,
NOTHING IS IMPOSSOBLE!
=D
i don't don't want to let down anyone. =D
hmm...
now,
i wish myself can get staaight A's!!
THIS is the last VITAL EXAMINATION!
so, i swear, i'll used up my knowledge, memories to defy it!!!
I CAN DO IT!!!
LASTLY,
I HOPE PMR CANDIDATES CAN GET GOOD RESULT WITH FLYING COLOURS =D
THAT'S ALL
AU REVOIR!
GOOD LUCK & RELAX & THE POWER ABOVE IS SUMMONING ON US!!!!
=D
SMILE!!